I starting feeling down on November the 1st and wondered why. Then I remembered.
Well, its November.
I know it is 22 days yet. Till the fourth anniversary of when the plug was pulled.
Here it is, four years on. I still miss the game, I still think about it, I still want to play it, I still want to go home.
So I'll say again what I have said many times. All I want to do is to play again before I die.
Once I was pretty sure this would happen.
Today, I'm pretty sure it won't. But I can't tell you how much I hope I'm wrong.
But I'll always have my memories (unless I get Alzheimer's or dementia)