First off, an explanation. I am a gamer. Have been for a while. I was never bound by just CoH, but it was my go-to MMO. It was always there for me to go back to when I needed to cause/prevent some mayhem. This is not my first MMO closing. That being said, I generally shrug them off, though I do still miss Auto Assault from time to time.
Now, onto the story. I have craving's sometimes. Urges to play games with specific quirks or features. Some days I want squad based games. Others, RPGs with gun toting characters. Other days, action games with swords. These are just generalizations mind you, but I think you get the picture. Some days I am just in the mood for something specific.
Well today I was sitting there working away at my novel, when I had a sudden urge. I wanted...pistols. Not just one. Two pistols. Flashy. I wanted to mow things down, and look pretty cool doing it. And I got an image in my head of what I wanted...and then it struck me. I wanted my dual pistols blaster.
Probably the most depressed and disheartened I have been since the announcement.