I miss just being able to log into the city

[doc7924]

Many times I would just log in a hero, most times a 50 healer or buffer and just log in, not to do missions or TF's or anything but just to bum around. Maybe fool around in icon a bit, stand around in a noob zone or the sewers boosting or healing to help people out. Or just to chat.

Paragon became almost real to me.

The first few months I kept checking my map all the time. After a while I got to know most of the zones like my own neighborhood and knew where stuff was and all the shortcuts and everything.

Even when I would take a long break, I always had to come back.

But now there is nothing to come back too.

[Safehouse]

I know what you mean. Sometimes I took WEEKS at a time off from the game, but then came back and played with a fervor that was unseen by all of man (slight hyperbole there, I'll admit).

And I loved bumming around. I had favorite spots. I liked to run through the Hollows and  see how high I could go in Steel Canyon (learned to do that when I wanted to safely go to Icon). I parked it in the donut that was in Faultline more times than I could count. And Croatoa was a wonderful bumming place too. I liked to hang out with Sally. And of course Atlas Plaza.

Where were your favorite places to hang out? Did you have a list of places that you just couldn't resist visiting? Or did you just go everywhere?

[Brightfires]

I miss just flying around and looking at things... I knew the zones really well after a few years of doing that.

I think I miss the Shard and Saint Martial most of all. 

[Menrva Channel]

Paragon became almost real to me...

Even when I would take a long break, I always had to come back.

But now there is nothing to come back too.

I felt that Paragon was as real as the city I live in. I knew it's streets, it's back alleys, its secrets--it was my virtual home. I could go there to release stress and work out problems... and even when I needed breaks, I felt it'd always be there.--I took it for granted. And now, I think, that is my biggest regret of all. August was so busy, I barely logged in. I just thought "oh, I'll log more in September when things die down--there's plenty of time". And then... there wasn't. It never occurred to me until the final moment when that hateful message appeared that the servers /could/ go dark. Then it was all too real.

[Safehouse]

I felt that Paragon was as real as the city I live in. I knew it's streets, it's back alleys, its secrets--it was my virtual home. I could go there to release stress and work out problems... and even when I needed breaks, I felt it'd always be there.--I took it for granted. And now, I think, that is my biggest regret of all. August was so busy, I barely logged in. I just thought "oh, I'll log more in September when things die down--there's plenty of time". And then... there wasn't. It never occurred to me until the final moment when that hateful message appeared that the servers /could/ go dark. Then it was all too real.

I definitely felt like I took it for granted. Missing the finale is something I still regret. I got to a point though where I logged so much time where I knew the zones backwards - especially the earlier zones. I just didn't get as much familiarity with the later zones. Again, I wish I had. But the hours I spent hunting for all the exploration badges, and the pride I felt when I found the "Easter Egg" badge in Faultline, will stay with me forever. I don't live in a big city, but Paragon was a pretty incredible immersion experience for me (even if it wasn't a real city). I was the same way with it - it was how I dealt with my problems. Nothing like "going. hunting. killing skuls." to help iron out some of my personal problems. And now I've got the biggest personal dilemma of all - I don't have City of Heroes and I can't wander through Paragon aimlessly - and I can't log onto CoH to help me deal with the problem!


Were you able to get on for the finale event? I hope you logged some hours in the last months too

[Rust]

Today I really miss CoH. My dad passed away today, and all I want to play is CoH. Not to do missions, but to sit on the railing of the big tanker ships and watch the sunset over Independence Port.

Independence Port and Kings Row...those were my neighborhoods.

I've tried other games...outside Nagrand from World of WarCraft, no other MMO has a zone that envokes that "sit and stare" reaction in me.

[MaidMercury]

I am truly sorry about your Father passing away.
I don't have a good picture of Tanker ship with railing.
However, I did find a nice screen shot of Jupitor Mining Corp a.k.a. the SG I joined.
We had a rest area that I was found of. The SG designer somehow simulated 'water' and created a Zen pond.

I was struck by the nice Japanese looking lamps, water; kind of our fortress of solitude..

I post this as a tribute; a lighted candle Tonight for your Dad. I hope this helps you to relax....a little.
We're here for you.

[Triplash]

Today I really miss CoH. My dad passed away today, and all I want to play is CoH. Not to do missions, but to sit on the railing of the big tanker ships and watch the sunset over Independence Port.

*hugs* I'm so sorry for your loss.

I know how you feel about wanting to log in at a time like this. About a year and a half ago my Mom passed, and I was so incredibly fortunate to have the City, because it was the only place I wanted to be for a long time. I do have a pretty big family but I'm not very close to most of them. The City felt more like home and family than they did. I'm sorry you can't log in, but for what it's worth, you've got us.

[Safehouse]

Today I really miss CoH. My dad passed away today, and all I want to play is CoH. Not to do missions, but to sit on the railing of the big tanker ships and watch the sunset over Independence Port.

Independence Port and Kings Row...those were my neighborhoods.

I've tried other games...outside Nagrand from World of WarCraft, no other MMO has a zone that envokes that "sit and stare" reaction in me.

Rust, I am so so sorry for your loss I cannot even imagine what you must be going through. I know how important being able to log in was for me in difficult times (death of my grandfather and cousin). Steel Canyon and the Hollows for me.

It may or may not help but I know the music for Independence Port and stuff are on youtube.

Once more I am so sorry for your loss - this must be a difficult time for you. Know that I am (and I am sure all of us are) here for you.

[Safehouse]

Another picture for you that could help. It's not the tanker railing, but it's the best I could find.



Gorgeous panorama of Atlas Park. I've had it for a while. I didn't take the pic but I can't recall where I got it.

[Rust]

Bless you guys, and thanks.

I didn't mean for this thread to get derailed over my problems. That is a great shot of Atlas Park, though.

[Safehouse]

No no I don't see it as a derailment! The topic is about how much we miss just logging in and wandering around - a major and tragic event has happened in your life, it makes sense that the first thing you think is "I really want to go onto CoH"

[MindBlender]

[Safehouse]

[Safehouse]

Independence Port and Kings Row...those were my neighborhoods.

I've tried other games...outside Nagrand from World of WarCraft, no other MMO has a zone that envokes that "sit and stare" reaction in me.

I forgot to mention, Rust: the main character of my CoH fanfiction lives in King's Row, in an apartment that has a view of Freedom Plaza with the giant coin thingy. Thought you might find that an interesting/fun tidbit

Hope you're doing okay today

[Triplash]

[doc7924]

And a *hug* for you too. I'm sorry for your loss.

Have you tried loading up a demo record of your favorite zone? Press F2 and you can disengage the camera and go free-flying. It's not the same (there's no sound, you can float through things, and the only mobs are the ones that got recorded in the demo) but I find it'll do in a pinch. Worth a try if you haven't checked it out.

For anyone who wants to try it, Codewalker made a great program for flying around faster, and Megajoule put up a .zip of nearly all the zones. They can both be found on page 1 of this thread in the Multimedia -> Demo Recording section:
http://www.cohtitan.com/forum/index.php/topic,5623.0.html

And how to play back a demo is explained here: http://paragonwiki.com/wiki/Demo_recording

I have tried this with the few toons I had saved costumes for. The Codebreaker thing is simple, but makes it easy. I never did demos and sadly have nothing saved however just to be able to at least pan around some of the zones, even without sound or activity, its still better then nothing.

And with the Icon program, I can at least recreate the heroes I didn't have saved costume files for.

I also used piggviewer and a converter to get most of the in game music and a lot of the main sound effects like leveling up, endurance dropping to zero and others, just to listen to them.

I keep my fingers crossed someone can come up with something that may let us log in locally on out own PC and at least be able to walk around and use powers even though we would be alone. At least it would be progress.

[Safehouse]

Ahhh I keep meaning to do this! Are the demos pre-recorded or do you have to already have them? I lost all my recorded videos...

[Menrva Channel]

I definitely felt like I took it for granted. Missing the finale is something I still regret. I got to a point though where I logged so much time where I knew the zones backwards - especially the earlier zones. I just didn't get as much familiarity with the later zones. Again, I wish I had. But the hours I spent hunting for all the exploration badges, and the pride I felt when I found the "Easter Egg" badge in Faultline, will stay with me forever. I don't live in a big city, but Paragon was a pretty incredible immersion experience for me (even if it wasn't a real city). I was the same way with it - it was how I dealt with my problems. Nothing like "going. hunting. killing skuls." to help iron out some of my personal problems. And now I've got the biggest personal dilemma of all - I don't have City of Heroes and I can't wander through Paragon aimlessly - and I can't log onto CoH to help me deal with the problem!


Were you able to get on for the finale event? I hope you logged some hours in the last months too

I was. In fact, it's a sad/funny story. I uninstalled the game on Sunday night after deleting my last character--who was also my first. I had cried so hard the screen blurred, and I was determined not to leave anyone behind. All Monday I couldn't stop thinking about it--knowing it was still there one last week. So I downloaded and reinstalled Monday. Made two new characters. I know they're probably wiped--but they were my gift to the city. They were Hope (Blue: http://scholar-k-hobbit.deviantart.com/art/Undying-Light-of-Victory-340121025?q=gallery%3Ascholar-k-hobbit%2F35246976&qo=5) and Memory (Red: http://scholar-k-hobbit.deviantart.com/art/Reminiscence-of-Victory-340605664?q=gallery%3Ascholar-k-hobbit%2F35246976&qo=1). It was my way of keeping a part of me with the City (or I guess you could say a part of me that went dark with the servers). I played all week and the last day I logged Memory in the base reside and spent the final hours with Hope holding a torch in Atlas. I didn't log as much time those final months, but to be honest, it would never have been enough time. I was playing Skyfall by the request of a friend (we were having our own personal LAN party) and she sat her toon in our hero base to wait while I waited where I started the game. This was the last thing I saw: http://scholar-k-hobbit.deviantart.com/art/The-Final-Nightfall-340606149?q=gallery%3Ascholar-k-hobbit%2F15725341&qo=24. What really hit me was watching the day turn into night, and realizing that it was Paragon's last nightfall--and that there would be no dawn. That's when I started crying. But... I don't regret it. It was a good send off.

Rust, I am sorry to hear about your father. :/ We are sending positive thoughts and prayers to you in this hard time.

[Safehouse]

I was. In fact, it's a sad/funny story. I uninstalled the game on Sunday night after deleting my last character--who was also my first. I had cried so hard the screen blurred, and I was determined not to leave anyone behind. All Monday I couldn't stop thinking about it--knowing it was still there one last week. So I downloaded and reinstalled Monday. Made two new characters. I know they're probably wiped--but they were my gift to the city. They were Hope (Blue: http://scholar-k-hobbit.deviantart.com/art/Undying-Light-of-Victory-340121025?q=gallery%3Ascholar-k-hobbit%2F35246976&qo=5) and Memory (Red: http://scholar-k-hobbit.deviantart.com/art/Reminiscence-of-Victory-340605664?q=gallery%3Ascholar-k-hobbit%2F35246976&qo=1). It was my way of keeping a part of me with the City (or I guess you could say a part of me that went dark with the servers). I played all week and the last day I logged Memory in the base reside and spent the final hours with Hope holding a torch in Atlas. I didn't log as much time those final months, but to be honest, it would never have been enough time. I was playing Skyfall by the request of a friend (we were having our own personal LAN party) and she sat her toon in our hero base to wait while I waited where I started the game. This was the last thing I saw: http://scholar-k-hobbit.deviantart.com/art/The-Final-Nightfall-340606149?q=gallery%3Ascholar-k-hobbit%2F15725341&qo=24. What really hit me was watching the day turn into night, and realizing that it was Paragon's last nightfall--and that there would be no dawn. That's when I started crying. But... I don't regret it. It was a good send off.

Rust, I am sorry to hear about your father. :/ We are sending positive thoughts and prayers to you in this hard time.

I couldn't log as much time as I would have liked in the end either. At first it was because it was really painful to log on. Then I came back and played fervently but, well, life got in the way a bit. I did take Safehouse over to Atlas to hold the torch more than a few times, even if I wasn't at the end.

PS that nightfall picture made me so sad.

For some reason it's only lately that I've cried a lot about CoH. I was strangely numb about it in the months around the closure. Then after it closed I kind of kept moving on with my life. Then, all of a sudden, I was (and am) devastated by the loss. The music, Paragon Wiki and my fanfic have become a bit of an obsession of mine lately. I've used Icon a few times but each time I've started crying haha.

OH, btw I totally just followed you on deviantart. Jus' sayin' if you see A-S-Thombarr on your watchers' list that's me