I had made a few villains, but then came the time I did the Vendetti story arc, where you have to deal with the "traitor", Niles Worthington. When I found out that Vendetti was going to have Worthington's niece cured so that he could get her killed using her against the Council, I couldn't play redside for a couple of months after that, and, when I did, I realized that I'm not wired to play villains; I have to be the good guy, and help people. I even made a hero character whose bio read:
"I was stupid. I wanted to be a greater mob enforcer than my father, and I thought I was capable of doing whatever was necessary to achieve that. But I'm just not cold-blooded enough. When Angelo Vendetti told me to hurt the "traitor", Niles Worthington [a real redside story arc], I readily did so. Then I learned that Worthington's niece had a medical condition, and that the treatments cost more than Vendetti was willing to help him with. So, Worthington had asked Vendetti's enemies, the Council, for help. As his revenge, Vendetti planned to have the niece cured, and then use her as a weapon against the Council. An innocent was to die fighting his enemies. The thought so sickened me that I felt as if my soul had been poisoned. Pure evil of this sort must be fought, and now, I have to help. Nothing can ever make up for my past. But, as a hero, maybe I can give someone a future - like Janice should have had."
I really wish that there had been a way to stop Vendetti and save Janice. I'm just not villain material.