at this point u still think about the cox game from time to time. Like I wonder what i24 would have been like live and i25, and seeing i26-29 and stories they held.
I don't think it will be last time I see ir hear about cox being up and running in some way or form. It was ahead of its time a good game and imo IMO! was the greatest most relatively unknown game on the market that its sad to see more didn't know about it and had opportunity to try it.
On one hand I lost plenty in my lifetime from friends due to death or jail, money from making now obvious dumb investments, and even part of my "sanity" in the past due to chemical imbalance. I survived and survived this event even as tragic as it is, is pale compared to the other crazy stuff I made it through. But like the other events besides death, I think something can be and is being done. I still play other games, like always, just with one less on the availability list.
Death is one thing in the entire world f luck chance chaos spontaneous events that is all but certain eventually. It feels the clock was punched a bit too early for Cox. But I must keep living and keep moving and continue to do my part to see if it can be revived and live on in spirit or back from the grave.
That is how I, I as in me and not saying anyone should better would supposed to or everyone *insert action* in any manner and talking strictly of how I'm dealing with it at this point.